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A Truth Too Big to See

by Willow Steps

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1.
The instructions call for three equal parts- Her love, my love, and your broken heart So go ahead, crack it open so we can start I'm so sorry It won't be easy I know 'cause that's been me I've been the past other in this lovers recipe Please don't let yourself forget what you meant every time You held your fist to your chest and then you pressed it to mine Even though I know we can't rewind, I'm so sorry It won't be easy I know 'cause that's been me I've been the past other in this lovers recipe
2.
Saline Sand 04:26
Like sweet lemonade from sour fruit Like blood brothers made from pain acute Sharp sword through my spine cuts me down So I'm cherishing the time sprawled on the ground When all the king's horses and all the king's men All of the testing and West medicine Can't put me back together again I'm finding strength in the kindness of friends With poetry dripping pens And a rose colored lense I'm making amends Healing, healing, healing, healing Thick fluids leaking down our naked skin Spikes of pleasure drown from pain within I went to the desert to burn and expand To wean myself from my lover's hand To bathe my skin in the wind and the sand And burn some art on a scale so grand As the ashes scattered the land My salt water ran Something began... Healing, healing, healing, healing Healing, healing, healing, healing
3.
Shape Today 02:38
Drugs keep us up tonight Barely noticed the fade to daylight And though a night of you and pills is my favorite, I'm not alright The truth crawls through your lips It peers out timidly but then slips It's no confession - You've done nothing wrong It's just hard to grip But the cheapest nights we speak of Won't make today a tainted love When I feel your body from above It's love ​I tell you how I did the same - Acted out "lovers" with another, I feel ashamed The look across your face is identical to mine It's pain And I bet we've both said it before Into the ears of those we used to adore But I hope we are forever And I've never meant it more The cheapest nights we speak of Won't make today a tainted love When I feel your body from above ​It's love It's love It's love
4.
Kicking Soot 04:48
It's not the cold that wants to creep into my bed I've got a fleece blanket to keep me warm instead It's not the endless conversation That one day came to an end I've got a good book about robots in the future that my brother gave me And the phone number of every friend It's not the notion of forever We never bought the fantasy so callow and trite We'd both learned the hard way, "love will come to an end" So why am I so surprised we were right? Ripe with desire It don't sit right but I stand corrected If love is a fire, Then we lift a foot, kick the soot Watch us as we stomp it out We stomp it out We stomp it out Laughed a lot, never fought Always kept composure Always good at keeping smart even from the start Never let our feet off the ground On that day we took a vow Said, "Not forever, it's just for now" "Now" it seems came and went What is left when "now" is spent? I don't feel the resolution Just calculated execution I might take back all I said What if I wanna lose my head? (Kept composure, feet on the ground) Maybe I wanna cry and scream, Grippin' to a dyin' dream I'll go down with the ship No life preserver on my hip (Not forever, just for now) Maybe I'd like to argue Just so I can talk to you I think we should stay upset Once we're not, there's nothing left (On that day, took a vow) It's not the cold or silence here, Not the empty atmosphere, Not the missing conversation Or instant physical sensation (Not forever, just for now) Not the love or lack there of It's a little bit all the above It's the tiny voice inside my chest, Shrinking til in peace it rests Ripe with desire It don't sit right but I stand corrected If love is a fire, Then we lift a foot, kick the soot Watch us as we stomp it out We stomp it out We stomp it out
5.
A Truth 04:48
Looking up at the night sky Staring into black A giant dome of darkness With tiny sparkling cracks What lies on the other side? I squint through the holes but see only light Is that where they say you go when you die? To a bright light A pure sight of piercing white Looking out on the ocean Staring into blue Thinking, "Waves are just like faces- A world beneath the view" What lies on the other side? Dreams and memories reside Chemicals sway like the tide A fluid motion Like an ocean of emotion Walking over pavement Staring down at gray Wondering if the cavemen Ever though it'd look this way What lies on the other side? This gray mask, what does it hide? Is there a beauty that we've nullified Because we've forgotten what it once was? That it once was? And the story goes... It goes on and on and on I believe in a truth I believe in a truth too big to see Look in any direction And you're staring at infinity From an airplane window Looking out on the world A canvas for some creator Or maybe some paint spilled That's how it all begins- In perfect harmony or in dissonance Either way it makes no difference Because we all pretend there's no meaning Well, there's meaning And the universe... It goes on and on and on and on I believe in a truth I believe in a truth too big to see Look in any direction And you're staring at infinity This moment here right now It's real it's you and me I believe in a truth ​I believe in a truth too big to see

about

"Willow Steps picks, slaps, and strums their way through heart-on-their-sleeve pains of love’s complications, intimate confessions, and realizations. The EP is the antithesis of today’s chaotic ramblings and thoughtless bantering. It is precise. It is rich. It is beautiful."
- Nanobot Rock Reviews

“It’s the strong emotional impulse driving this song [Lovers Recipe] that sells me on it and gets me listening over and over. I love a song that makes me feel something, and this one does. It’s a melancholy and nostalgic feeling, reinforced by its lyrics.”
- SF Critic

credits

released August 21, 2016

Jesse Strickman - voice, acoustic guitar, percussion
Leiya Mahoney - vocal harmony, harmonium

Guest Musicians:
Van Jackson-Weaver - bass
Graham Patzner - violin

All songs by Jesse Strickman
Recorded by Laura Dean & Derek Schultz at Tiny Telephone
Mixed by Laura Dean at Different Fur Studios
Mastered by Bob Weston of Chicago Mastering
Cover photo and graphic design by Nathan Abercrombie
Artwork concept by Stephanie Tait
Produced by David Abercrombie & 54 other generous crowd-funding supporters!

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Willow Steps Oakland, California

Willow Steps combines the folky, introspective tunes of Jesse Strickman with the angelic harmonies of Leiya Mahoney.

After three years of touring, recording, and shooting music videos, Willow Steps parted ways as a band (not as friends) to pursue new life goals. Leiya opened the SunRoom and Jesse launched a solo project:
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